No truer self reflective words.
I want to know WHY. What messed him up so. More than being a military man. What in his upbringing, his history turned him so dark. Was it from far back in youth? Bring scorned, hurt, desolated by mother, father, early lover?
One does not arrive at being sadistic and twisted without causation, usually.
There is a ray of light within, but that is for Season 2….. And shall not be discussed yet.